I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
shit always happen
everyday, i pray... i pray that i will find that happiness that i always seek for....
everyday, i hope... i hope that i will not make the same mistakes ever...
everyday, i wish... i wish that sumhow, i get my happy ending...
but shit happens, it always does...
worse thing is, it always happen to urs truly.. me
i always end up in the wrong turn, wif the wrong company....
and always for the wrong reasons...
why... why... why....
DAMN... its shitty to be me....
everyday, i hope... i hope that i will not make the same mistakes ever...
everyday, i wish... i wish that sumhow, i get my happy ending...
but shit happens, it always does...
worse thing is, it always happen to urs truly.. me
i always end up in the wrong turn, wif the wrong company....
and always for the wrong reasons...
why... why... why....
DAMN... its shitty to be me....
Pix VS Mouth
hey you.. listen here...
i dun care what xplanations u can give... i dun give a damn...
cos u noe what, a picture speaks a thousand words... yes it does...
n best of all, i dun only look at one, there are several of them...
u can deny all accusations, but face it, its a fact...
u say u wanna come down n explain.. but wats the use...
cos i noe, at the end of it, i stil dun believe wateva u said...
hello, i seen it wif my own eyes, not hear it from others...
n pls dun shoot me with lame excuses like my eyes play tricks on me bla bla bla...
u r jus a jerk... better yet, worst than jerk...
P.S : should try Dettol... u reali had a foul mouth...
i dun care what xplanations u can give... i dun give a damn...
cos u noe what, a picture speaks a thousand words... yes it does...
n best of all, i dun only look at one, there are several of them...
u can deny all accusations, but face it, its a fact...
u say u wanna come down n explain.. but wats the use...
cos i noe, at the end of it, i stil dun believe wateva u said...
hello, i seen it wif my own eyes, not hear it from others...
n pls dun shoot me with lame excuses like my eyes play tricks on me bla bla bla...
u r jus a jerk... better yet, worst than jerk...
P.S : should try Dettol... u reali had a foul mouth...
n im a year older today
i hate bdays.. sriusly i do...
its not that i dun appreciate all the wishes i get, or the surprises, or the gifts n stuff..
but i dread knowing that i will b a year older, not younger..
and who would wana celebrate a day when they are constantly reminded that yes, they hv grown older... maybe there r some who r excited knowing dat they've grown older...
but hey, im a woman after all.. my age is sensitive to me... damn right it is...
especially after i hit 21 many yrs back, age seems to catch up more faster...
n i reali reali hate when ppl ask abt my age, n after my truthful ans (i dun lie, ok!), i will jus have to count to 3 n the nxt qs will be 'you still not married!?'...
so wats my response then... i will jus laff it off, but deep inside, i reali feel like stabbing them 20 times on their back...
so sing me the bday song, if u must... or surprise me wif gifts... but pls pls dun ever give me dat sickening look when i told u my age...
its not that i dun appreciate all the wishes i get, or the surprises, or the gifts n stuff..
but i dread knowing that i will b a year older, not younger..
and who would wana celebrate a day when they are constantly reminded that yes, they hv grown older... maybe there r some who r excited knowing dat they've grown older...
but hey, im a woman after all.. my age is sensitive to me... damn right it is...
especially after i hit 21 many yrs back, age seems to catch up more faster...
n i reali reali hate when ppl ask abt my age, n after my truthful ans (i dun lie, ok!), i will jus have to count to 3 n the nxt qs will be 'you still not married!?'...
so wats my response then... i will jus laff it off, but deep inside, i reali feel like stabbing them 20 times on their back...
so sing me the bday song, if u must... or surprise me wif gifts... but pls pls dun ever give me dat sickening look when i told u my age...
