Go Away....

these past few days have been morbid for me... super morbid... i jus dun feel good, physically n emotionally... dunno why...

1. my fren ask me to go bugis for shopping on sat, i decline..
2. on sun, my fren ask go supper n jus hangout, i decline again..
3. my frens say i was way too quiet on my way to work on monday
4. i went back straight after work, for the past few days...
5. my colleague ask go lunch after work, i decline again
6. i spend my time watching tv or jus play games on my laptop
7. i ignore those ppl who say hi to me in msn
8. i dig up all those old vcd/dvd i hv n watched them
9. i almost bumped wif an L plate car...
10. i reali dun feel like to meet up wif close ones this coming wed @ nana's plc

sumting is bothering me.. i noe theres something... n i think i noe wat it is..
i jus cant express it out i guess... maybe its a withdrawal syndrome...
where i felt nobody understands, n the enemy is always out there...

p.s : i really need to get near the ocean.. at least it calms me down...