are you....?

"are you the answer to my everything?"

to fill my needs, to get my wants...
to make me happy, and be my only one....

to console me softly, whenever im down...
and miss me deeply, when im not around...

to look me in my eyes, and say 'hey, its all right'...
and hug me close, be by my side...

to complete my dreams, and make them come true...
cos i dun wan anybody else, its has always been you...

ps : if only its easy to say those words to you... and hear you echo it back to me...

random thoughts...

why do you decide to get married?

the old virgin :
"so i can eventually get myself pricked..after so long..."

the hopeless romantic :
"because i can experience my whole life with another soul.. and we will live happily ever after..."

the health freak :
"because i will be 30 nxt year.. they say women after 30 not good to get pregnant..."

the career-minded :
"so that it will boost up my position.. so ppl in my company will see me as someone who is stable and can juggle both family and work well..."

the 'money-eyed' :
"then i dont have to work.. i can laze around the pool everyday, and buy the whole range of manolo shoes..."

the never-grow-up girl :
"because i love kids.. i want to have 5 kids.. i can play with them, go camping, build sandcastles, buy toys..."

the dumb blonde :
"because everyone get married.. its the most popular thing to do right now.. ouuhhh how exciting..."

the average lady :
"so that ppl will not be asking me to do their jobs all the time.. cos they think i dun hv a big responsibility to take care of.. but they forgot that i do hv a life!"

if only....

"if only wishes could be dreams, and all my dreams could come true..."

as much as i want it to happen,
as much as i dream of how blissful it would be,
i noe good things doesnt really last...


ps : i noe im in denial. let me jus savour the moment before reality come crashing in...

aawwww...

i was cursing n swearing the person in front of me.. she had so many things to pay that it took quite awhile at the sheng siong cashier counter. i was like 'come on, i only need to pay 1 thing.' then when my turn comes, i pass my stuff at the cashier to be scanned and handed over the cash for it... the cashier looked at me when i say 'its ok, i dun need a carrier.' so i smiled. and her reply was :

"ur face so sweet when you smile..."

i was blushing n can feel my cheeks burning... i mean how often do ppl actually praise you.. especially ur frens... even ur boifeys, or fiancees or even hubbies... it seems that the closer u get, the more you are unnoticeable n unappreciated....

It's Just Not Right

"Rasa sayang tu dah takde lagi..."

how would you feel if you are the one hearing that phrase from ur beloved...
you would think ok fine, no use being together then...
but what if u r already engaged, getting married in few mths time, evrything prepared...
would u try n savour the rship, or jus let it sink?
after all, feelings are meant to be natural, not forced...

haiz, mcm2 kerenah la skarang ni....

Confessions....

"Pls, don't tell anyone abt the ring thingy. Honestly no
one else know abt it for my side.. U can say i'm stupid, dumb or watsoever, but
i guess it's one of the way i make it up to HER for being 'unfaithful' to her.. Pls"

To the guy who confesses :
Dude, pls realise u have all the wrong reasons to be doing whatever u r doing rite now... n to get married jus becos 'the gal didnt do any mistakes' n 'i hv commited/invested too much in it'... to me, u r not ready to get hitched.. n dun tell me u will b a chged person cos i noe u too well..

To the gal who's 'blind' :
Babe, i used to see u as one of the luckiest gal.. to hv a guy who stick by u, showers u wif wateva u wan.. but now, i pity u, realy pity you... cos i noe wateva he showers u wif, its not so much on how he feels for u, but more to how guilty he is towards you...

*tsk* *tsk*