i had a dream
a dream of you n me
snugglin on the red couch, in front of a tv
time seems to freeze, when you stole a lil kiss
i had a dream
a dream of you n me
up on the breakwater, my head on ur shoulder
staring up the sky, as the ships passed by
i had a dream
a dream of you n me
in purple matching suits, it's a very joyous mood
and u look me in the eyes, sayin 'forever be mine'
i noe dreams dun come true
no matter how u want it to
and it is even sadder
if he's there right in front of you
and u cant even reach to hold him close to you
ps : reality really sux, isnt it?
What Numerology Says About My Name...
This numerology has 3 aspects, namely Expression, Soul Urge and Personality.
Expression :
The Expression number shows us who we truly are, what we came into this life already knowing. This is where we feel most comfortable and how we automatically act. We attract people and situations to us that require our Expression so that they can further evolve. In this way we play the role of teacher. Naturally we are attracted to occupations that we resonate to, so the Expression number can be a strong factor in our choice of a career as well. Our Expression is the vehicle, with all its virtues and vices, that drives us along the path of our Destiny. It is the essence of our identity.
Soul Urge :
The Soul Urge number has also been called Heart's Desire and Spiritual Urge. It is our secret, innermost longing. Our dream, our motivation, the fuel that energizes our journey. The Soul Urge number reveals what we secretly strive to be or accomplish. Some have said that this number tells us what we have been in previous lifetimes, the accumulated growth of our soul.
Personality :
The Personality number describes the way we appear to the outside world, the first impression people have of us. We may not even be aware of how we are perceived by others because we are so often focused on our inner world, and many times the inner does not match the outer. Personality gives us a peek at some hidden talents we have. The talents that we use to get along in the world and in some instances, protect us from it. It is likened to a bag of tools (jewels) that we carry with us along the way.
So what does it says about my name? Read on...
Expression : 31 / 4
You are the builder of the world. With your organized, efficient approach everything gets done right the first time. You emanate security and would sacrifice your own desires for your family and anyone or anything else that you considered a responsibility. You have a relentless eye for value and quality and you have the patience and determination to work for it.
Soul Urge : 11 / 2
Peace and harmony is your desire. You are a natural mediator as you are genuine, tactful and adaptable. You tend to put your own will aside for others and it is difficult for you to make decisions. This may cause others to see you as shy, or lacking confidence. Your sensitivity and gentleness can be a great healing force bringing harmony and support to others.
Personality : 20 / 2
You have a very neat, composed appearance to the outside world. Peaceful and unobtrusive, you are the one people go to for companionship and harmony. You seem to have a quiet, non-judgmental wisdom which attracts those needing advise and an objective point of view. Your ability to see both sides of a situation makes you appear indecisive.
ps : i lurve playing the name game...
Expression :
The Expression number shows us who we truly are, what we came into this life already knowing. This is where we feel most comfortable and how we automatically act. We attract people and situations to us that require our Expression so that they can further evolve. In this way we play the role of teacher. Naturally we are attracted to occupations that we resonate to, so the Expression number can be a strong factor in our choice of a career as well. Our Expression is the vehicle, with all its virtues and vices, that drives us along the path of our Destiny. It is the essence of our identity.
Soul Urge :
The Soul Urge number has also been called Heart's Desire and Spiritual Urge. It is our secret, innermost longing. Our dream, our motivation, the fuel that energizes our journey. The Soul Urge number reveals what we secretly strive to be or accomplish. Some have said that this number tells us what we have been in previous lifetimes, the accumulated growth of our soul.
Personality :
The Personality number describes the way we appear to the outside world, the first impression people have of us. We may not even be aware of how we are perceived by others because we are so often focused on our inner world, and many times the inner does not match the outer. Personality gives us a peek at some hidden talents we have. The talents that we use to get along in the world and in some instances, protect us from it. It is likened to a bag of tools (jewels) that we carry with us along the way.
So what does it says about my name? Read on...
Expression : 31 / 4
You are the builder of the world. With your organized, efficient approach everything gets done right the first time. You emanate security and would sacrifice your own desires for your family and anyone or anything else that you considered a responsibility. You have a relentless eye for value and quality and you have the patience and determination to work for it.
Soul Urge : 11 / 2
Peace and harmony is your desire. You are a natural mediator as you are genuine, tactful and adaptable. You tend to put your own will aside for others and it is difficult for you to make decisions. This may cause others to see you as shy, or lacking confidence. Your sensitivity and gentleness can be a great healing force bringing harmony and support to others.
Personality : 20 / 2
You have a very neat, composed appearance to the outside world. Peaceful and unobtrusive, you are the one people go to for companionship and harmony. You seem to have a quiet, non-judgmental wisdom which attracts those needing advise and an objective point of view. Your ability to see both sides of a situation makes you appear indecisive.
ps : i lurve playing the name game...
Dun Be My Faithful Departed...
for the past few weeks, death news surrounded me like everyday gossip columns..
to make it worst, ppl around me start falling sick and having what-nots diseases...
i started to wonder how vulnerable life is.. that one can jus shout out in pain, or jus drop dead in the middle of nowhere...
and all these makes me remember sumone..
sumone whom ive neglected much for past few years..
to that sumone, u always hv a special place in my heart... even when i look like i didnt give a hoot abt ur well-being, i actually do care a lot.. im worried that one day u will leave me jus like dat..
Nek, please be strong and hold on... cos i very much wan you to be there for my wedding...
to make it worst, ppl around me start falling sick and having what-nots diseases...
i started to wonder how vulnerable life is.. that one can jus shout out in pain, or jus drop dead in the middle of nowhere...
and all these makes me remember sumone..
sumone whom ive neglected much for past few years..
to that sumone, u always hv a special place in my heart... even when i look like i didnt give a hoot abt ur well-being, i actually do care a lot.. im worried that one day u will leave me jus like dat..
Nek, please be strong and hold on... cos i very much wan you to be there for my wedding...
clueless...
have you ever feel lost?
till u cant concentrate on wat u are doing...
and watever you do, u feel agitated, restless...
as if theres sumting stickin' up ur %$#!
dats how i feel right now..
something's bothering me...
n i dunno wat the $#$&#%! it is....
till u cant concentrate on wat u are doing...
and watever you do, u feel agitated, restless...
as if theres sumting stickin' up ur %$#!
dats how i feel right now..
something's bothering me...
n i dunno wat the $#$&#%! it is....
K-I-S-S-I-N-G
"...as our lips locked, i closed my eyes and feel her tongue barely touching mine. i could still taste the sweetness of her as we drew away from each other. slowly i opened up my eyes and looked into hers. she smiled and i could see the redness on her cheeks. from then on i knew that she is the one. the one that im going to live my life with. i've fallen for her..."
i wish i can do that. that jus by one kiss, i would hv known if we were made for each other. and if i did, i hope i can see sparks fly, feel my knees become weak and tingles ran up my neck.
on another note, something happened... and it happen because i let it happen. because curious me jus wan to see if it feels all right. if its the right thing to do. and after it happen, i feel .............................
i wish i can do that. that jus by one kiss, i would hv known if we were made for each other. and if i did, i hope i can see sparks fly, feel my knees become weak and tingles ran up my neck.
on another note, something happened... and it happen because i let it happen. because curious me jus wan to see if it feels all right. if its the right thing to do. and after it happen, i feel .............................
