Is It Okay...?

is it okay if i secretly wished and openly prayed that that sumone wont last long wif another person and break off their commitment, so that i can come back to that sumone, but in the meantime, i went out with another sumone, jus to pass the time...?

cos it seems, if what i secretly wished and openly prayed for really come true, i actually hurt 2 different ppl along the way...

so is that a great sacrifice to make just to get what i want and be truly happy? what about my conscience then? does that count?