i know my fav no is 7... but thats only for things thats positive.. this is more towards negative... like a HEX.. a curse.. which also means 6 sided polygon (hexagon)... or even the devil (666) cos im listing down the SIX most annoying and 'disturbing' attitudes that i observe from a person.. how do i categorise it? simple, anything that can make my heart boil, and my head spin... so here it goes...
psst, a word of caution though.. if these belong to YOU... dun take heart.. be constructive instead.. after all, im only stating down my opinion, on my own blog.. like some will say *chill ah, beb*
1. you call and say,"wat you doin", n after i reply, you would go,"ok, bye"
in my heart i would be thinking "whaattt....?!" you ask n so being polite, i reply.. and all i get is a 'bye'... in the first place, i'd rather u dun call.. buang2 sen je... penatkan tangan je carik hp n picit n jawab.. to you it may be a joke.. to me, it may not.. 1st time is cute, 2nd time can tahan.. 3rd time, its getting damn irritating...
2. you cancel the plan at the last min... and i realy mean last minute
to you, you would hv say at least you informed in advance.. but your advance will be the same day minutes away from the outing.. yes, i dun blow my top.. understanding me will jus nod, say its ok.. i mean i cant force you if you cant or dun wan, right? but it really gets annoying, cos then i hv to chg plan, chg time, chg date bla bla bla... ggrrr..!
3. you say you will msg or call back later, but u dun
i noe this is a mistake that anyone can do.. even i did... but once or twice it will be ok.. but almost evrytime?? sumtimes i would doze off waiting for you to call/msg back... cos, dear, i really hold on to wat u said... imagine if its a matter of life and death, i would be long dead by then....
4. you just dunno how to express emotions
you would hv shake ur head by now, or a smirk would hv been visible on ur face... yes, it gets annoying sumtimes.. you would wan me to play guessing games, try to know how u feel by ur actions.. but honey, im not a p1 kid... that charade thingy doesnt excite me sriusly... im an adult, jus like you.. and we can always talk, directly... and my nxt point will be "when?" cos refering to the no. 3 above, you cant even sms/call when u say u will.. let alone spending time to meet n chat...
5. you remark "if you find sumone new, im happy for you"
or you can say "take him la, accept him, he likes you.." i find it annoying... sriusly, dun hv to act as if u dun feel a lil bit of pain... dun go all macho and stand up, pretending everything is all smiles... i dun need that kind of answer from you, of all ppl... its as if you are glad of finally getting rid of me, that you dun hv to think abt me again... that hurts, really hurts... n wat makes u think i feel the same way towards him too? so u care for how he feels n not me? maybe u really dun, thats jus a subtle way to tell it.. after all, to you, action speaks louder than words, right?
6. the amount of cigarettes you smoke
sriusly, it bothers me... not that i cant tahan the smoke, but i dun see why ppl sacrifice their own health jus for a puff... i noe i smoke previously, but at least im not addicted, at least not till my hands are shaking so bad that i cant even take a pic wif my camera without flash... in fact, i can proudly say i dun anymore... ppl say a girl smoking is not a nice picture... to me, a guy wif breath of cigarettes and hands smell of cigarettes is not a pretty sight at all...
there you go, the SIX dreaded things i see in a person.. mind you, its not that i want to chg a person.. but at least a give-and-take here n there will suffice.. after all, like one person said, my tolerance level is kind of high... jus dun take it for granted ;)
Holding On...
it feels as if im holding on.... to nothing at all...
and even if im slipping away.... i dun think u would hv notice anyway...
so farewell.. at least for now...
"holding on.. thats what i do, since i met you...
and it wont be long.. would you notice, if i left you..."
- cranberries, daffodil lament
and even if im slipping away.... i dun think u would hv notice anyway...
so farewell.. at least for now...
"holding on.. thats what i do, since i met you...
and it wont be long.. would you notice, if i left you..."
- cranberries, daffodil lament
Are We Of No Match...?
thru the years, ive noticed that guys tend to be attracted more to widows... even when the widows already hv 2-3 kids... so my question is why?
dun get me wrong.. i absolutely hv nothing against those janda's'... its jus that when single ladies are being played out by guys becos of them that makes me thinking... are we of no match?
so what do guys really see in them, sampai menduakan gf sendiri, putuskan pertunangan, tinggalkan isteri...
sebab janda's' ni ber'experience' tak? atau they mmg da tau nk sweet-talk guys... or maybe guys ni da kena 'guna'2 by them... mmglah tk sume mcm gitu... but bcos of a minority who did this, it kinda make people see the others in a same way...
haizz.. sumtimes i see smpai kwn ngan kwn bole gado becos of a janda... yg si janda ni pulak mcm tkde rasa bersalah, kuar ngan dekni, then ngan kwn dia, then ngan kawan lagik satu and seterusnya... da mcm perempuan rolling pulak... itu pun si kwn2 ni sume still kononnya ada rasa 'sayang' ngan ni janda...
but then... ade pegi, ade balik kan... tkkan balik ngan tgn kosong laks... hehehe... paham2 je la...
dun get me wrong.. i absolutely hv nothing against those janda's'... its jus that when single ladies are being played out by guys becos of them that makes me thinking... are we of no match?
so what do guys really see in them, sampai menduakan gf sendiri, putuskan pertunangan, tinggalkan isteri...
sebab janda's' ni ber'experience' tak? atau they mmg da tau nk sweet-talk guys... or maybe guys ni da kena 'guna'2 by them... mmglah tk sume mcm gitu... but bcos of a minority who did this, it kinda make people see the others in a same way...
haizz.. sumtimes i see smpai kwn ngan kwn bole gado becos of a janda... yg si janda ni pulak mcm tkde rasa bersalah, kuar ngan dekni, then ngan kwn dia, then ngan kawan lagik satu and seterusnya... da mcm perempuan rolling pulak... itu pun si kwn2 ni sume still kononnya ada rasa 'sayang' ngan ni janda...
but then... ade pegi, ade balik kan... tkkan balik ngan tgn kosong laks... hehehe... paham2 je la...
The No.7
just like the 7 deadly sins.. here are the 7 things i like abt you...
1. the way u cock ur eyebrows
sometimes during a conversation, n something is questionable, u would subconsciously cock ur eyebrows. it makes ur face light up...
2. the way u frown
i noe frown is not a good thing... but when u do frown, u look like a confused boy.. n dats so cute...
3. ur generous dimples
just by simply talking, ur dimples showed up... they are so obvious, even when you just give a smirk... sumtimes i feel as if i wanna poke them... especially when ur smile lopsided to one side when u r smirking... aawwwwww *melts *melts*
4. the incredible mega memory up on ur head
u remember every single things that i say... every single thing that i did... even when sumtimes me myself cant remember those things
5. the ever adaptable character
u always can blend in wif ppl, no matter who they are or how crazy they can be... you can chat, joke around, laugh and makes everyone feel at ease.. sumtimes i feel like they are more of ur frens than my frens... ok, only u will understand what that means...
6. the ever so ready to listen attitude
i noe sumtimes, or most of the time, i babble a lot... i hv lots of things to say, lots of things to complain and lots of things to share... n u listen and nod ur head, give advice and positive feedback...
7. the apologetic being in you
even when im the one whose cranky, who jus get irritated by small lil things dat are not really ur fault... u will just apologise and give in to me, jus to make me feel less annoyed...
these are the lil things that i took note of you...
i dunno if u notice me the same way as i do...
1. the way u cock ur eyebrows
sometimes during a conversation, n something is questionable, u would subconsciously cock ur eyebrows. it makes ur face light up...
2. the way u frown
i noe frown is not a good thing... but when u do frown, u look like a confused boy.. n dats so cute...
3. ur generous dimples
just by simply talking, ur dimples showed up... they are so obvious, even when you just give a smirk... sumtimes i feel as if i wanna poke them... especially when ur smile lopsided to one side when u r smirking... aawwwwww *melts *melts*
4. the incredible mega memory up on ur head
u remember every single things that i say... every single thing that i did... even when sumtimes me myself cant remember those things
5. the ever adaptable character
u always can blend in wif ppl, no matter who they are or how crazy they can be... you can chat, joke around, laugh and makes everyone feel at ease.. sumtimes i feel like they are more of ur frens than my frens... ok, only u will understand what that means...
6. the ever so ready to listen attitude
i noe sumtimes, or most of the time, i babble a lot... i hv lots of things to say, lots of things to complain and lots of things to share... n u listen and nod ur head, give advice and positive feedback...
7. the apologetic being in you
even when im the one whose cranky, who jus get irritated by small lil things dat are not really ur fault... u will just apologise and give in to me, jus to make me feel less annoyed...
these are the lil things that i took note of you...
i dunno if u notice me the same way as i do...
It Shot Thru My Heart...
im losing you... bit by bit...
and as ur grip loosens, my heart felt pain...
like something shot thru my heart...
"Dalam hati ini ada nama mu
Nama seorang insan yang aku rindu
Dalam diri ini ada sayang mu
Sayangnya diri mu tidak mengerti"
...enuff said...
ps : if only you know...
and as ur grip loosens, my heart felt pain...
like something shot thru my heart...
"Dalam hati ini ada nama mu
Nama seorang insan yang aku rindu
Dalam diri ini ada sayang mu
Sayangnya diri mu tidak mengerti"
...enuff said...
ps : if only you know...
I'm Here...
at times, i feel like we are strangers...
for once, could you jus look me in the eyes..
ps : i need to hear those words...
for once, could you jus look me in the eyes..
ps : i need to hear those words...
Congrats...
yea, congrats... u did it..
you hv successfully irritate me..
you, of all people...
i dunno whats bothering you.. dunno what you are pissed at..
i dun even noe if theres anything to begin with...
but really, you spoil my nite... and my mood...
and the worst thing is, i cant do anything abt it... ggrrrrr..!!
ps : i really feel like pinching you hard...
you hv successfully irritate me..
you, of all people...
i dunno whats bothering you.. dunno what you are pissed at..
i dun even noe if theres anything to begin with...
but really, you spoil my nite... and my mood...
and the worst thing is, i cant do anything abt it... ggrrrrr..!!
ps : i really feel like pinching you hard...
Bite Me...
im one who is fascinated wif fairytales and the creatures in it.. those pixies and fairies, trolls and dragons, werewolves and wizards... but one creature always intrigued me the most...
the vampires... yes, the bloodsucking beings. i was drawn into them. for years, i read books, searched details abt their existence and watched countless vampires movies.. some of my favorites are 'interview with the vampire', 'van helsing', 'queen of the damned', 'from dusk till dawn', 'blade', 'underworld' and not forgetting 'buffy the vampire slayer'.
so when the movie 'twilight' arrived on screen. i was excited. ive read the twilight book series and really looking forward to see the movie. of course, critics complained abt the stiff acting, the so-last-century special effects but i dun care. i love the story. im a romantic, and this story combines both my romantic side and my obsession wif vampires.
what makes them appealing to me is how mysterious they can get, dark n gloomy. though they are hundreds years old, they always look gorgeous, with clean cut face and smart appearance. the way their eyes glow and their lips move against their fangs... it just intrigued me more...
like what the vampire, edward cullen in twilight, say : everything about me invite you in.. my voice, my face, even my smell....
ps : ive watched twilight for like 3-4 times, n im still not sick of it... :)
the vampires... yes, the bloodsucking beings. i was drawn into them. for years, i read books, searched details abt their existence and watched countless vampires movies.. some of my favorites are 'interview with the vampire', 'van helsing', 'queen of the damned', 'from dusk till dawn', 'blade', 'underworld' and not forgetting 'buffy the vampire slayer'.
so when the movie 'twilight' arrived on screen. i was excited. ive read the twilight book series and really looking forward to see the movie. of course, critics complained abt the stiff acting, the so-last-century special effects but i dun care. i love the story. im a romantic, and this story combines both my romantic side and my obsession wif vampires.
what makes them appealing to me is how mysterious they can get, dark n gloomy. though they are hundreds years old, they always look gorgeous, with clean cut face and smart appearance. the way their eyes glow and their lips move against their fangs... it just intrigued me more...
like what the vampire, edward cullen in twilight, say : everything about me invite you in.. my voice, my face, even my smell....
ps : ive watched twilight for like 3-4 times, n im still not sick of it... :)
Fingers Crossed...
2008 came and went... and it just zoom passed...
ive realized i hv not achieved much...
i just kinda float by, going wif the flow...
and now 2009 had taken its place...
and it will fly by, in jus a matter of time...
i wish things to happen... and i hope they will...
here's my wishlist/resolutions or watever u wanna call it.. 7 of them, a number which ive always hold dearly... n hope i can fulfil, if not all, most of it...
7. to still be in touch wif frens
this is quite tough, cos i m a person who seldom msg or call ppl... n i noe ive neglect some circle of frens this year, especially my bestest fren... n for that, i apologise... lets hope i can do better in 2009...
6. to be more responsible in my work
i like to do things at the last min... i always hv this thinking that theres always time to finish things up... n in the end, work piled up, time runs out... tsk tsk...
5. to be a better daughter
im not saying im a bad bad girl.. but just want my parents to hv less worries, less pressure.. so at least their blood pressure wont be that high...
4. to save $$$
one prob that i hv... its either i spend shopping, or treating others... yes, im very generous, so to speak.. now is the year for me to at least put some aside... :)
3. to travel
kind of contradict to no. 4 huh... hehehe.. but yea, as much as i can afford, i want to travel... i may not go to those exotic places, but at least whichever place im goin to will serve as a getaway from the bustling life i have here...
2. to be happy and contented
yurp.. reliaze that being happy is not enough for me... i feel happy but sumting's jus missing... so i feel i need to contented as well, which is what i wanna achieve this year
1. ......................................
not gonna tell you this one.. cos im afraid that if i did, it wont come true... and if i tell you, i hv to kill you... :P
im keeping my fingers crossed all year through..
guys, pls... help me out here...
ive realized i hv not achieved much...
i just kinda float by, going wif the flow...
and now 2009 had taken its place...
and it will fly by, in jus a matter of time...
i wish things to happen... and i hope they will...
here's my wishlist/resolutions or watever u wanna call it.. 7 of them, a number which ive always hold dearly... n hope i can fulfil, if not all, most of it...
7. to still be in touch wif frens
this is quite tough, cos i m a person who seldom msg or call ppl... n i noe ive neglect some circle of frens this year, especially my bestest fren... n for that, i apologise... lets hope i can do better in 2009...
6. to be more responsible in my work
i like to do things at the last min... i always hv this thinking that theres always time to finish things up... n in the end, work piled up, time runs out... tsk tsk...
5. to be a better daughter
im not saying im a bad bad girl.. but just want my parents to hv less worries, less pressure.. so at least their blood pressure wont be that high...
4. to save $$$
one prob that i hv... its either i spend shopping, or treating others... yes, im very generous, so to speak.. now is the year for me to at least put some aside... :)
3. to travel
kind of contradict to no. 4 huh... hehehe.. but yea, as much as i can afford, i want to travel... i may not go to those exotic places, but at least whichever place im goin to will serve as a getaway from the bustling life i have here...
2. to be happy and contented
yurp.. reliaze that being happy is not enough for me... i feel happy but sumting's jus missing... so i feel i need to contented as well, which is what i wanna achieve this year
1. ......................................
not gonna tell you this one.. cos im afraid that if i did, it wont come true... and if i tell you, i hv to kill you... :P
im keeping my fingers crossed all year through..
guys, pls... help me out here...
