sometimes things that you dun expect to see, to feel, to react... happens..
and thats how the situation is rite now...
i feel happy... and surprisingly, it come from ppl who i dun expect them to make me happy...
life really has surprises for us...
and becos of that, it do wonders to me...
i feel loved... and dats important...
cos when i feel dat way, other troubles seems to melt away....
*aawwwww*
Happy You.. But Happy Me??
if it makes you happy,
i'll be more than happy to obliged...
as long as you are happy...
things always not look like what it seems to be...
i'll be more than happy to obliged...
as long as you are happy...
things always not look like what it seems to be...
The Ordeal...
it started 2+ weeks ago.. the pain was unbearable and it affects my diction as my gum had swell.. so i had an xray for my teeth @ alexandra hospital... didnt know that my wisdom tooth was badly growing horizontally... so i booked for a surgery to be done 3 days later...
it was not really painful... thank godness i dun need stitches... but theres a massive black hole behind... n my lower lip was numb on the right side... till now... dats the side effect for the moment... so i was put on soft diet... porridge n all... its ok for me, been doing that diet since i feel the pain anyway...
so my appetite was affected... n it grew worse... my tummy cramps up... n almost evrything that i tried down my throat came back up... even panadols... and milk etc etc... what makes it worst, i feel a sharp pain on my lower back, on the right side... n i had trouble sitting, sleeping... i feel like cryingggg....
so i went to NUH on tuesday nyte, after being coaxed by some ppl... n immediately i was admitted... they took samples of my blood and urine... everything happen in a blur that it took me a while to register in my head that i was warded... what is in my head is only the pain that i feel... i cant sleep, cant turn my body... and 'NO THROUGH MOUTH' sign was put on top of my bed... i was told that i had gastric n infection to my kidney...
on wed, ppl came to visit... i appreciate it, but really i dun hv the strength... the pain was unbearable... until when my aunts n uncles came... i had no more strength and the injection they gave me was so strong, i passed out in the middle of their conversations... i vomit everything i eat, so in the end i dun eat anything at all... watever they served me, i jus touch here n there then leave it for them to pick it up...
on thursday afternoon, i was feeling much much better... doc say i could go home the next day as the pain had totally gone, and i had stop vomitting... i was soooo happy.. no more pain..! oh bed, i miss you...!
oh, thanks for those who visit, who brought me stuff, n those who wish me well...
thx also to those who sms n call me to wish me well n speedy recovery...
it was not really painful... thank godness i dun need stitches... but theres a massive black hole behind... n my lower lip was numb on the right side... till now... dats the side effect for the moment... so i was put on soft diet... porridge n all... its ok for me, been doing that diet since i feel the pain anyway...
so my appetite was affected... n it grew worse... my tummy cramps up... n almost evrything that i tried down my throat came back up... even panadols... and milk etc etc... what makes it worst, i feel a sharp pain on my lower back, on the right side... n i had trouble sitting, sleeping... i feel like cryingggg....
so i went to NUH on tuesday nyte, after being coaxed by some ppl... n immediately i was admitted... they took samples of my blood and urine... everything happen in a blur that it took me a while to register in my head that i was warded... what is in my head is only the pain that i feel... i cant sleep, cant turn my body... and 'NO THROUGH MOUTH' sign was put on top of my bed... i was told that i had gastric n infection to my kidney...
on wed, ppl came to visit... i appreciate it, but really i dun hv the strength... the pain was unbearable... until when my aunts n uncles came... i had no more strength and the injection they gave me was so strong, i passed out in the middle of their conversations... i vomit everything i eat, so in the end i dun eat anything at all... watever they served me, i jus touch here n there then leave it for them to pick it up...
on thursday afternoon, i was feeling much much better... doc say i could go home the next day as the pain had totally gone, and i had stop vomitting... i was soooo happy.. no more pain..! oh bed, i miss you...!
oh, thanks for those who visit, who brought me stuff, n those who wish me well...
yanz - for driving me to hospital, to n fro, and sending my car back home... n hearing me complain of pain all the time...
eva - for being there for all days even till late nyte... and helping me wash my hair.. hehehe..
epul - for the support, and concern n trying to make me laff...
shida & aeli - for being there the 1st nyte... after u get the news
emie - for the fruits and visiting me right after you hear the news, didnt expect you to be there in the middle of the nyte.. when me was looking like shit... :)
ijal - for the early morning visit, even before i had the chance to take my shower... haha
ahad & syaz - for dropping by before wrk... for the delifrance pastry n the poster.. haha
sis n family - for the hamper... aku suka biskut tiger... hehehe
cikgu juraida & hubby - for the big teddy bear...
aunts n uncles - for the visiting and gossips.. hehehe
kanmani - for dropping by even though you hv tuition class...
zyan n apai - for the tigger n card, which you shared wif yanz n epul n eva...
concord staff - for the nice green hamper, i like the apple juice.. :)
lastly, thx to my parents for being there to n fro from home... n fetching me via taxi.... :)
thx also to those who sms n call me to wish me well n speedy recovery...
Dragging My Feet To Thursday...
its already been set... the date, 05 March, and the time, 5pm...
yurp, im goin under the knife... there will be cutting and sawing and whatever-nots...
so pray hard for me that there wont be any complications during and after the surgery...
cos there will be a 5% chance that it 'langgar' my nerves...
yes, 5% is jus a small chance, but being me, the ever clumsy, absentminded and often not good wif having good luck girl, it could happen...
gosh.. i wish i could bring Nyet alonggg....
yurp, im goin under the knife... there will be cutting and sawing and whatever-nots...
so pray hard for me that there wont be any complications during and after the surgery...
cos there will be a 5% chance that it 'langgar' my nerves...
yes, 5% is jus a small chance, but being me, the ever clumsy, absentminded and often not good wif having good luck girl, it could happen...
gosh.. i wish i could bring Nyet alonggg....
