People Around Me

within a short period of abt a month, i could see changes in ppl around me... some good, some bad...

well, first is of cos my sister... i could see her family getting from bad to worse... what makes it unbearable i guess is both are stubborn, choosing to avoid the tension they felt between them than to confront it... as a result, both are like zombies in their own home... nvr chat, nvr go out... i guess they stop duin things together... i duno whose fault it is, n i dun care... i thought as a husband n wife, they r suppose to be matured enuff to settle it nicely, if not, for the kids' sake... its sad, n as a younger sis whos not married at all, can only look on... some times i do add in few words, commenting on some stuff abt it, but i guess it fell on deaf ears... sape la aku ni kan, blom kawin, nk sebok2 nasihatkan org da kawin....

next is my father... his health deteriorates... theres one incident which caught me by surprise... he was trembling, having trouble to walk... a visit to the doc confirmed it that he had mild stroke... of cos he was referred to the hospital... he stayed for few days, had some therapy n now, thank god, he is back home... but he is not as fit at before... everything i tried to do for him... sumtimes i wish i hv a brother, at least theres one more guy in the family....

n because of that, me n my mom had our moments... i tried to be at home most of the time... wif my younger sis constantly wrking.. im left to help my mom.. n dat strengthens our bond... not much, but it will suffice for now... she become more tolerable to me...n dats a good thing, since me n her has not really been close since young...

raya is coming... i dunno how its gonna b this year... wif the strained relationship of my sis n her hubby, n the bad health of my dad, i sriusly dun feel like celebrating raya.... to date, i only clean up my room (sedapkan hati mak) n nuthing else... i hv not even chg 2-dollar notes...
hopefully, everything turn out ok... everything will be jus fine.... i can only keep my fingers cross...