It's Been So Long...

hi blog,
several things has happened... i'm sorry if ive not blogged for a while... was actually thinking if its worth it to pen down wateva is goin on in my life rite now...

things has been goin extremely downslope between me n a gal... we hv always been part of this group which of cos ties in wif blood... but i guess, that was not enuff... i discovered she didnt trust us... us, who she know for almost 20+ yrs now... maybe becos we kind of interfere wif her ongoing obsession wif guys.. but hey gal, those u hurt are those we kinda noe of, in one way or another... we cant help it when those guys complained n xpressed their dislike of how u treat them... n i trust u the most, n u could tell ppl, ppl who u didnt noe for 20 yrs, what ive been telling u... if i wanna be cruel, i would hv told ppl ur stories too, including those overstays at hospital... but i didnt... nope, i did not stoop to ur level...

n how crushed i am, when u didnt even wanna meet wif frens, when u get to noe im wif them... now, i couldnt even meetup wif my fren? jus becos u hv become her bestie? plz.. remember, u noe them thru me... n i didnt even say anything when u hang out wif them... n wat lame reason u gv for not coming down while in actual fact u jus do ur emo acting so u dun hv to come down....

plz, im not born yesterday, n i didnt go to school for the sake of being taken in wif stupid reasons n fake acts... oh yea, im jus an officer, while u hold an EXECUTIVE position in ur company, wif ur lil BB, that makes it as if u r so damn important... whats wif u not under SG payroll, but instead under Maldives HR... who am i, whose bound only under spore govt, to compete wif u... haha, i laff big ass off when i know abt that lil story u spun.... but nevertheless, ive nvr told this story of urs to that one person who is deeply in love wif u rite now... nope, im not that cruel...

like u wish to hv, not to trouble us all... i take it literally.. but dun go around wif pitiful face saying u r lonely, had no one to turn to, bla bla bla... cos, u r the one who chose to be that way.... we r always here... u dun wanna open up n b frank abt things, i hv nuthin to say then...

oh btw, i hv nvr say"beware of her"... i only say "jus be careful" cos i dun wan another person ive known to be heartbroken... but i guess, im misintepreted, as always....

p.s : beauty is only skin deep...