The End

and so, this is how it ends...
wif no alarm, no watsoever.... jus drifting to non-existence...

would i grab another chance if it pass by my life again...?
i dunno... but at this moment, i dun think so...
it takes too much effort to pick up the pieces and put them back again, one by one...
and nvr knowing if the sharp edges is goin to cut me deep...

so for now... i leave it as it is....
what comes may...

With A Heavy Heart...

one of us have to go...
and the sad part is... its not out of choice...

*sigh*
its a real cruel world out there...

If Only...

if only you knew... how i feel right now..
how i wish i can jus shout out loud... scream n rant...
but wats the use... if you still not here with me...

pls tell me that everything is the way it is... that everything is going to be alright...
that you are gonna be here.. by my side...


p.s : thats all i'm asking from you...

Do I Have To Care...?

i realized that i care... for lots of things...
i care for ppls feelings, i care for whats happening...
n sumtimes, me, being a thinker, tend to overthink all these caring shit...
in the end... sumone get hurt, doesnt matter if its you, me, him or her.... sumone will be hurt...

in this case, im the hurt one... dunno abt others...
n it sets me thinking, so why should i care then...
i remember telling sumone before that if evryone's happy, then im happy... so why do i still feel shitty now?

so i guess caring for ppl is jus not worth it... when i care for ppl, do they care for me back? from the way i see, i dun think so...

so im jus gonna stop caring... so be it...