at times, simple lil's things can irk u so much...
that u keep getting frustrated...
and a person like me, who wouldn't know how to express the anger, will jus boiled it within...
thus become angry at my own self, irritated by the mere actions that my own self take...
but sometimes, there are things that, no matter how lil' it is... makes u smile...
and a person like me, who easily find joy in these little things...
couldnt help but feel warm inside...
thus if u see me wif an idiotic smile plastered on my face and u dunno why...
it's probably becos these lil' things had just happened...
p.s : this 'falling slowly' song has been on repeat mode in my mind for a while now.....
Dreaming My Dreams...
i dream...
of that familiar figure, on that upper level...
looking out the window, seeing me arrive...
and reaching out to me...
i dream...
of that comforting look, at the top of the stairs...
looking out for me, every afternoon...
amongst the busy crowd...
i dream...
of that shadowed reflection, lingering around...
keeping me safe, without fail...
even from far...
i missed those moments~
of that familiar figure, on that upper level...
looking out the window, seeing me arrive...
and reaching out to me...
i dream...
of that comforting look, at the top of the stairs...
looking out for me, every afternoon...
amongst the busy crowd...
i dream...
of that shadowed reflection, lingering around...
keeping me safe, without fail...
even from far...
i missed those moments~
So Much In Love - All 4 One
as we stroll along together
holding hands walking all along
so in love are we two
that we don't know what to do
so in love... in a world of our own
as we walk by the sea together
under stars twinkling high above
so in love are we two
no one else but me and you
so in love... so much in love
the sea is beckoning me to stroll along the sandy beach~
and add an ice cream too... it will jus make my day~
holding hands walking all along
so in love are we two
that we don't know what to do
so in love... in a world of our own
as we walk by the sea together
under stars twinkling high above
so in love are we two
no one else but me and you
so in love... so much in love
the sea is beckoning me to stroll along the sandy beach~
and add an ice cream too... it will jus make my day~
Honesty... The Best Policy?
from young, ive always heard that being honest is the best attitude one can have...
but as i grow older, why cant i be honest wif how i feel?
why do i say im fine, when i know im not...
why do i smile, when my heart cries...
why do i try to stand proud, when my shoulders' hunched...
why do i pretend everything's gonna be fine, when i know my world is crumbling down...
i wish i could express watever's troubling my mind on the sand... and let the waves wash them away~
*sigh*
but as i grow older, why cant i be honest wif how i feel?
why do i say im fine, when i know im not...
why do i smile, when my heart cries...
why do i try to stand proud, when my shoulders' hunched...
why do i pretend everything's gonna be fine, when i know my world is crumbling down...
i wish i could express watever's troubling my mind on the sand... and let the waves wash them away~
*sigh*
~disappear~
it would be good to just disappear?
or would it be better to be invisible?
anyway, i've deactivated my FB account...
not because of the above lame reasons...
i guess i need to focus more on whats happening around me, rather than that virtual world...
i became too addicted to it, everytime chk n chk n chk, comment n comment n comment, like n like n like...
one day, when i hv better control of it, or when the addiction has wear off, i will reactivate my account back... anyway, its not like im gone totally, im still contactable via other means... ;)
or would it be better to be invisible?
anyway, i've deactivated my FB account...
not because of the above lame reasons...
i guess i need to focus more on whats happening around me, rather than that virtual world...
i became too addicted to it, everytime chk n chk n chk, comment n comment n comment, like n like n like...
one day, when i hv better control of it, or when the addiction has wear off, i will reactivate my account back... anyway, its not like im gone totally, im still contactable via other means... ;)
